best decisions are made after making the wrong ones. and so we need to be cautious enough in making decisions..
my mind has never been pre-occupied since yesterday after knowing that i actually passed a screening exam for a five-year degree program. should i go for it or not? -- the only question that keeps on repeating on my mind. prior to this, i told myself that if i pass the interview, i would go but if not, then it's not for me, but fate seems to be playing with me. i got exempted for the interview and all i need to do is to confirm. the greatest downside that i see for having second thoughts on pursuing the program is the section shift, i would not be able to spend my 4th year in college with my 3C family, whom i shared 3 years of everything in my college life, be it laughter, tears and cramming. i hate to see myself sitting or standing away from them during the supposed-to-be our graduation day :( on the other hand, this might give me a greater opportunity for my future.
i don't want to have regrets after and i'm hoping that soon, i would come up with the best decision.