It's nice to sit down for a while and reflect of the past. Reminisce all memories that you had, be it good or bad. Last night was just emotional for me. I was back-reading text messages of all conversations we've had and it felt good, but sudden sadness kick in and tears just fell. One thing I know, I miss her so much and I can't do anything but blame myself for what happened.
It was that time when I again realized what I've learned from the past. Things happen in random but with a purpose. God let things happen the way we don't want it to be so we can change to be the best person we can.