Having that feeling of frustration because you failed to accomplish something important when you should have done it, only, if you were given a minute longer is giving me so much regret. It's like losing a basketball game because your buzzer beater shot was cut short in the air.
Yeah. This is one of the few moments that I realize the value of a single minute. Thinking that I should have been able to take my exam, if only..
...the elevator in the condo where I live reached my floor a minute earlier
...there were no people walking in front of me on my way to school (seriously, there are so many people walking really slow on the streets, like they're on a procession)
...the train I arrived earlier on the station where I wait
...the jeepney driver didn't bother to wait on sidewalks for more passengers when there were actually none who's gonna ride.
My day was completely fucked up! Examiners should be considerate enough in such condition. I know it's an SOP on every examination but the hell! I would not bother ask for leakage on the exam's questions to the person who just left the examination room.
I'm not blaming anyone, neither I blame myself for that. Blaming myself will only make me insane and preoccupied. Maybe it's just fate (it's silly I know). And I'm putting the blame to it.
