a ticket.. to love?

'the ticket'

with this piece of paper that is merely half the size of the usual bond paper, i can travel. well this would be a different and extra-ordinary kind of trip. this is sort of a ticket, to my unforeseen future, whether sadness or not. also, this would give me two more years to study.. should i be happy? 2 years of studying without the people i learned to love for the past 3 years of college.
i remembered a conversation i made with a friend a week ago. she's going with me with this trip by the way, along with 9 other friends. i told her that i can't imagine how would it look like when classes open on june. different environment, familiar faces but with unknown personalities. she told me that it's just ok. yea.. i guess so, quite ok in a way. i can have new acquaintances and new friends for that matter. but certainly i'm gonna miss my block so much.
then she added this. "Ayaw mo nun? Pede mo na siya ligawan." -- siya referring to my classmate/close friend whom i'm having a crush on. let's just say, the girl i like... and love

don't we make a good couple?

'my heart is where you are, in every beat, in every beat.. we're closer'

maybe i should just let things happen the way they were meant to. let them fall into their proper places. i should not control over all the things. anyways, i will just travel.. i maybe not be beside you all the time but one thing's for sure, i won't bid goodbye to you and to the people i'm leaving for a while. to you, we might not see each other that much like what we're used to, but my world is still you world. perhaps i should start courting you now since it's quite obvious that i have this feeling for you and according to a friend, you still feel the same way. i guess i should act now before it's too late.